I Want.....

When I'm alone, I think of what I want in my life....


I want to have good relationship with all my batchmates.

I want to enjoy my university life, and do a lot of stuff when I'm still young.

I want to enjoy myself being single before I settle down with someone who is meant for me.

I want to make friends with everyone, and I want to eliminate all the bad feelings I have on other people.

I want to be a good daughter for my parents. A good sister to my siblings, and a good granddaughter to my granny.

I want to stay happy and never let my emotions to run faster than my brain.

I want to be a good Muslim.

I want to smile everyday in my life.

I want to let bygone be bygone and cherish the best moments in my life forever.

I want to be pro-active in and outside the class.

I want to gain as much knowledge and as much experience as possible while I'm studying.
Like a friend said, "When we are young, we work to learn, not to earn"

And I want to make other people and myself happy.

The Cute Version of FUN.

Two Bands and A Song

The best thing about this song is how two of my favourite bands actually sing it together! :D Two hot guys from both of the bands, Nate Ruess and Brendon Urie as the vocalists. Ouch. You're hot, man!

Sit back, relax, and listen! It's really a nice song. Believe me..

Stay Young and Fun!

Act as much as you talk :)

I am worried, totally worried of everything. I want to think less, to worry less, but somehow, when I let it go, things get worst.

Yeah...

What's the point of being a boss, if you can't lead?

What's the point of becoming the subordinates if you can't do your work properly?

What's the point of condemning if you can't be any better?

What's the point of talking if you can't act?

What's the point of being there if you can't support?

What's the point of working, when you don't know your job specification?

And,

what's the point of me telling you this, if I'm not prepared to be better?

Dear Allah,

please calm me down, please help me to become better everyday, and please ease our journey :)

The Nostalgic School Years

When I was in primary school, I went to school by van. My friend's parents used to drive the van and took me to and fro school. 

During school, we used to buy lots of things just to show off.. Big bags, big colour pencils, big tumbler. Just to show off. I remember my bag when I was in Year 1. It was a purple-coloured bag, and of course, with wheels. I would be lame, if I didn't use that kind of bag when I was in primary school. 

We used to distribute our biodata books, and each and every one of us will write something it it, our name, favourite colours, favourite foods&beverages, and of course, we will all do it happily with lots and lots of colours.. We used to write song lyrics in exercise books. We collected many kinds of pencils, the one with refills where we can just take off the blunt part of the pencil and just simply put it at the back so that we can push the new and sharp refill upfront.

We used to play "lompat tali", "lawan pemadam", "paper football", "batu seremban" "kejar tiang" "osom" "ceper" during break. We used to it lipstick candy, and then our mouth will be all reds, and blues and other colours as well.  

We used to buy lots of unnecessary stationaries at the bookshop at school, instead of food.  we took class photo every year. 

This is nostalgic. I might cry if I repeat this video again.. 

Dear beloved friends, I miss the old times dearly. I miss the teachers, I miss the environment as well. I will cherish all the great memories and I love you all. 

P/s: I was always the worst player in any games I played. I never won when I played "batu Seremban", I jumped the lowest when playing "lompat tali" and used to 'die' the earliest, usually at 2 or 3 point at most. 

Very Inspiring People

I am very very busy this time around, busy with MyPSA, busy with studies, assignments and everything nice. (busy with hang-outs too, I should say). Things are getting more complicated, and more problems are getting in our hands.

Being in this situation, somehow, can make everyone feel disturbed, and someone may give up in the middle of the work, and so am I. Right after I finish my task as 'somebody important' in the society, I always wanted to stop at one point and continue to be invisible, by just finish my degree studying in class and outside the class. Ha-ha. It was my plan. But, somehow, I met some people few days ago, and they succeed in making me change my mind.

First, a lecturer. His name is Dr Zul and somehow, he has always been my inspiration. He asked each and every one of us, what are our strengths and weaknesses, everyone answered and I think I am quite ok in Chemistry if compared with Pharmacology or any other pharmacy subjects. He said, usually people who always perform during their undergrad years, they will start to think of their profession of becoming pharmacist and work hard towards that. But for those who are very average, they usually think of going further by continuing their studies to Masters and PhD. This is what people usually do. So, I had been thinking whether to do research or go for clinical pharmacist, and when I heard what he said, I think I might be doing research and work in universities years ahead. :) InsyaAllah. But somehow, I will accept anything that Allah had planned for me, but I will work hard for what I want too.

Second, my lecturer to. She is my lecturer for the Drug Delivery subject. During our tutorial, instead of teaching us about how surfactant worked, she taught us a bit about life. She shared her experiences, and the thing I remembered most is about how she used to be an average students during undergrad years, and she was an active students as she used to join a lot of activities, being the program manager of NoGAPS when she was in USM, but she also hung out with her friends near the beach. It was a good motivation. I thought I should stop now, since I needed a lot of time to do works regarding society and I think I've had enough. But actually, no. There's a lot more to learn and everyday should be a day I learn something new. I am still very amateur and I need to be very down to earth to learn something from other people.

Third, is my boss. He is a Pharmacist-in the making, as he is now working as a Pre Registered Pharmacist in a hospital. He has always been very supportive, and always help me out when I'm having hard times. Even though he has finished his studies, he still get involved with all university programs. He is a good leader. My boss in MyPSA also a very good leader. I always ask silly silly questions to him, but he always answers patiently. May Allah bless both of you. Both of you motivate me in a way that no I want to be a good leader who can always motivate my subordinates too. I want to be someone who people look up on to, and I want to be someone people can rely on. InsyaAllah. It's all in the making.

After meeting all these people, I pray to Allah that I will be a better person from day to day. I want to be a knowledgeable person, but very down-to-Earth. InsyaAllah. :)